Confirmed seat

When I received my letter of acceptance (LOA), it stated that I should pay the reservation fee by February 12.  

The reservation fee is  CAD 1,000. It is non-refundable should I wish to defer to the following term.  But once confirmed, it will be deducted from my total tuition fee. 

When I received the LOA, I did not immediately settle the reservation fee. I dont know why but I have some weird idea of choosing a date when to pay it. LOL. 

While not paying, I have been reading up on the area and checking what else I need to bring. I also constantly read the acceptance letter. I could not believe our dream is almost here. 

Finally, on February 5, or one week before deadline, I logged in my school account and followed the instructions. It was quick and easy, but it did not stop me from saying a quick prayer while the transaction was being processed. After all, CAD 1000 is not a joke and the internet can fluctuate or whatever.  😅

And there it appeared. My payment confirmation.

I paid on a Friday. The following Monday, they emailed me my seat confirmation. The letter also stated other tips while waiting for my study visa permit. 

My next step: attend my DFA passport renewal appointment  that I scheduled 2 months ago. 

Waitlisted and LOAs

My initial first choice was New Brunswick Community College (NBCC) and Nova Scotia Community College (NSCC) for the schools. 

I initially sent my school documents to my education consultant in IDP Philippines last October 28, 2020. They replied to me after 10 days requesting for consent forms. I immediately sent it last November 9. The plan is for them to apply to NBCC on my behalf. 

However, their documents person replied only on November 13. During this time, I checked and the course that I wanted is now on waitlist. My education consultant inquired with NBCC and they replied that I can choose another course that is still open. This actually placed me in a dilemma. 

I consulted IDP and they provided me another set of school options. Among the schools, I chose Cape Breton. I was actually interested in the university when I searched for it before. On the other hand, NBCC also suggested to check their other programs that are still open. 

This was my timeline:

• Dec 2 - applied to NSCC on my own since the college was not part of IDP's roster of school clients. 
• Dec 6 - applied to NBCC on my own as well. My IDP informed me during this time that their website is often down. Their website included a notice regarding this. So when I checked and was able to get in, I immediately applied. My program was on waitlist but I went ahead anyway. 
• Dec 9 - my IDP consultant applied to CBU on my behalf, She also arranged to waive the application fee. 
• Dec 16 - took my computer-based IELTS
• Dec 18 - received my test results online (Passed! 👆 )
• Dec 23 - received hard copy of my results and immediately uploaded to CBU. Also forwarded the same to IDP so they can forward to NBCC
• Dec 23 - requested for a copy to be sent to NSCC
• Jan 5 - received Letter of Acceptance (LOA) from CBU!
• Jan 13 - Inquired with IDP on NBCC. She informed me that I am on waitlist for both campuses 😔 I am on rank 40+. Given this and the slim possibility to get in, I removed NBCC from my option. 
• Jan 22 - Received LOA from NSCC!

Now which one? 

I can't wait. 

Timelines and a bit of reality. Pandemic came

 It  was silent... 

Our dream was not provided. 

 It was not yet time.

I had been silent about this. I was almost resigned. I kept rejecting the thought that EE was hard. Mahirap tumaas ang score. Mahirap mainvite. This will give a quick glimpse to what happened. 

I re-entered the EE pool when it expired after a year. I kept applying to jobs. I do not even want to count how many cover letters I wrote and resumes I sent out. I know that I am more than qualified but it was not yet meant to be. 

I researched more and read more. I talked to my friend from Nova Scotia. We met with relatives visiting from British Columbia. Because of my age, I know that I have to take a different path way. But we know we have to sound it off to people who know better. 

2019 was a blur. Suddenly it was gone. 

In February of 2020, we attended the Educanada fair. This time, I have 2 provinces in mind, Nova Scotia and New Brunswick. We are not really looking at the big cities and these two appear to be perfect — the right amount of city bustle but with the laid back feel of the countryside with its nearness to nature. 

This time too, I am looking at studying further. Aside from honing my current skills and making me a better fit for our plans, it will also give me the opportunity to have a “feel” of the country. 

I applied at Nova Scotia Community College and New Brunswick Community College and they were already responding and requesting for additional documents. 

But then the pandemic happened. 

The country was in lockdown from March until June. My mind was preoccupied with work and fear of the disease. Almost all the other countries including Canada was in lock down. There was nothing that we can do. 

My IELTS, and with it, my EE expired. There was a big gloom hanging over my head. 

The country only eased the lockdown in June. Still, we were not confident to come out.

In August 6, IDP Philippines conducted a short seminar on studying in Canada. I signed up and scheduled a counseling session for August 29. Since I wanted a Saturday session, that was the earliest they can give me. 

This was the time too that I got in touch with my school for the additional documents. My school took longer to process the documents given the skeletal workforce. 

On the day of my counseling, counsellor AG explained to me what to do. (More about this in another post). She advised me to research and promised to email me additional details. 

We agreed on October for me to submit my documents to her. 

One month to research, to pray more, and to get ready. 

Half a year check

 It's been 7 months. No word yet. Sometimes I get frustrated because I do not know how we can get an invitation to apply. 

I have joined whatsapp groups. 
I have read several blogs.
I have joined Facebook communities.
I have sent job applications and resumes, I lost count. 
I have received several rejection letters. 
I have lost points when my birthday arrived....

We have argued. 
At times, I lose hope. 
At times I want to cry. 

Still we continue to believe. 

Just send those application and resumes. 
Continue to read blogs. 
Watch out for news. 
Our time will arrive. 

Everything in God's perfect timing. 

If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. 

Facts, dreams and an act of faith

 10 days since the re submission of my profile.

Nothing has happened yet. So I do what I should. Read, read and read some more. Trying to absorb everything. There are things I found:

1. Ontario has not yet had its draw since our first EE profile. Their last Notifications of Interest under Human Capital Priorities Stream was in March. I keep hoping that they would soon conduct their draw, and they would find my profile interesting, and nominate me. 
2. Saskatchewan EOI which they launched last July 16 is only for those whose NOC falls under their in demand list. I actually started a profile but could not progress because they were asking me to choose from a specific NOC list only. 
3. Nova Scotia PNP for Category B (for an opportunity occupation without job offer) also still has not opened yet. My chance is to have a job offer as Category A  (with job offer) remains active throughout the year. Currently I am concentrating my job application with Halifax. 

I have been reading about the province. The pictures and what I have read so far have made me fell in love with the place. The waterfront, the sea, some of the festivals I read - these are the stuff of my dreams especially when I read novels. I can imagine my baby E growing up here, and even us growing old.... Sigh. 

I have also been reading fora on the province. How I envy their timelines. And I see that most of the people in the forum have landed. 

Whenever hubby and I discuss our plans, I keep encouraging him, that someday we would wake up and we would be in our dream province, starting a new life for the family. This does not mean that I am always positive. Believe me, there are times when I do not know how to move forward. I feel the weight on my shoulders especially since I am the principal applicant. There are times I just want to cry. But I need to dismiss and just move on forward. And just believe. 

"Faith is the substance of the things hope for, and the evidence of things not yet seen"

I am in my 42nd job application now...

Just continue to believe, and pray. The time will come when we would be the ones to share our success stories and help and encourage others. 

I saw this in one of the fora. I just cant resist to share as I believe it is talking to me. 

Just trudge forward.

Soon.